No regrets just lessons learned

I am so gullable you even said it. I was stupid for liking you so much.. wait no i was stupid for telling your dumbass how much i liked you. I remember the day i told you that you make me happy randomly out of the blue because you do make me happy but.. that was a mistake and as one of my friends told me “dont let him know that you care”. But being my stupid self i did bc i thought.. the fuck man why wouldnt i want him to know i care? but waynee you were right. not like wayne is gunna read this butt.. yeah. I hate trusting people bc no exageration every person ive ever “trusted” has screwed me over and theres no doubt in my mind it wont happen again. im so fucking fed upp with life like.. what is the point of living a life that u hate litterally everything about? im just fucking wondering like sheesh i cant have one good quality in my life. everyone in it sucks or has some major fucking issues that i always end up making my own but actually i have a few people that arent in the category but like.. they live their own lives. and im not trying to sound like an attention seeking faggot but im just saying. well anyway i hate my fucking life and well yeah.. Maybe one day ill be happy.. maybe i wont. Havent been happy since like lol wait ive never been happy bc nothing ever works out EVERRRR ! lol let me shut the fuck up before i get on some “next” and start revealing my real feelings.

There is no point in telling someone your feelings if they’ve already made their mind up. Yes this is true but people like me like to make up things in my mind and believe i’ll get the response i want. which.. is never the case lol.